After Committing a sin

After

Committing a sin

I was living

In great trauma

To my heart and mind

My heart told me

To confess my sin

My mind said

Keep it hidden

Once it is out in open

You shall fall

In the eyes of

The people

You will be labeled

A sinner

I was in a dilemma!

I asked my conscience

What to do?

My conscience

Told me to confess it

If I do not

I will remain a sinner

In my own eyes

Shall Lose

Peace and solace

Always live

With guilt

In heart and mind

I decided to do

What my conscience

Advised

Today

My mind and heart

Are full of

Happiness and peace

23-08-2012

690-50-08-12

Dr.Rajendra Tela,Nirantar 

Do not say a word

Remain quiet

Do not say a word

I shall understand

Your feelings for me

I shall know the

Dilemma of your mind

Your inability to express

Your love for me

Just give a sweet smile

When you look at me

I shall keep waiting

For you

Throughout my life

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What to do ?

What to do ?

Scares me

Every time

The question crops

I ask my self

If I get a answer

I feel happy

Otherwise

Scratch my head

Look around me

Trying to find somebody

Who can help me?

Many times

I find somebody

I get an answer

I feel happy

Some times

When I do not

Get any help

Unknown fear creeps in

That reminds me of

The almighty

I pray to him

I get an answer

I feel happy

Fail to understand

Why

What should have been?

Done first

Is done in the last

26-02-2012

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Dilemma

To do not to do

To be not to be

Dilemma 

Does not end

Struggle in the mind

Continues

Yes or no rules

The heart says yes

The mind says no

The mind says yes

The heart says no

The fight continues

Throughout the life

Dilemma

Does not end

Till the end of life

18-10-2011

1668-76-10-11