Should I ? Should I not ?

Should I?

Should I not ?

Kept me in lurch

I could not

Express

My love for her

Causing

Pain in my heart

I could not eat

I could no sleep

My life had changed

Face looked pale

My friends

Sensed some wrong

requested me

To share my grief

I revealed the truth

They insisted

I ask the question to

The girl I like

With all courage

Ultimately 

I expressed

My love to her

She was overjoyed

Smile on lips

Shyness in eyes

She came near me

Took my hand

In her hands

With tears

In her blue eyes

Asked me

Why you kept me

Waiting so long ?

All the time

I too kept on thinking

Should I ?

Should I not ?

07-09-2011
1462-34-09-11

Indecision is a decision

At times I decide

Not to decide

This indecision

Is not indecision

It is in fact a decision

Of avoiding to decide

Because If I decide

The decision

May ultimately decide

The pending decision

And the resulting decision

May not allow me

To take any decision

In the future

06-07-2011

1147-31-07-11

Indecision

She liked him

She adored him

He was full of qualities

Soft spoken and caring

Without any pride in him

She wanted to marry him

But was unable to decide

He was son of a criminal

A back ground

That haunted her

Always prevented her

From deciding

Whether to or not to

Spent the life with him

He was helpless

He couldn’t change it

She remained undecided

Didn’t marry her beloved

He remained a bachelor

Waiting for her decision

23-05-2011

913-220-05-11